in the dumps....
I don't post much...or for many people, but to those that know me (and actually might read this) you'll understand....
All the Gods in all the heavens above and below know I am not good at comminicating with those that I care about Why is it that I'm cursed with the same?
Friends I've itroduced to friends Fiends I've introduced to fiends Are they one and the same?
Friends I'll protect Fiends I'll hunt Are they one and the same?
What can I do? How can I let them know? What can I do, to help those that I love know what I know?
Pain caused by friends is the worst pain of all
Friends I'll protect Fiends I'll hunt Are they one and the same?
May all the powers that be both above and below, help me Help me realize help me recognize friend from foe
Those that know me, know Those that don't, can't Do I have fiends as friends, or friends as fiends?
Friends I'll protect Fiends I'll hunt
How do I know which is which?
How do I discern friends as friend, and fiend as foe?
Who? How?
How can a heart hurt when it can't feel pain? Why can others feel pain when I can't?
Can a friend feel my pain? Can my foes?
How can I tell those that I love, those that are close what I feel when they don't seem to hear when they don't want to be near?
One I love, One that I trust One I love, One is just
Why can't I say when or where it hurts? When can I say I feel betrayed? Why can't I say what hurts, when you are a part of me?
Friend or fiend? Fiend or foe?
Why? How?
When friends cause pain, are they fiends? When fiends help, are they friends?
Who do I protect? Who do I hunt? Why do I hurt? Why do I feel betrayed?
One I love, One that I trust One I love, One is just
Why must pain hurt so much, when the wounds aren't real
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brtram) wrote,
depressed
